Sunday, 18 December 2011

I love you...

I love you.... 3 words...so hard for me to say. Today a friend said
they love me as a daughter, i said it back, but as i did i felt a
reluctance to say it. Its happened before. Im almost certain its
because of my past abuse, since my abusers were family and they were
meant to love me, but instead....they hurt me.

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Monday, 12 December 2011

How can my own mum be so heartless.

My mum was in a bad mood today. Like any other time she is, it results
in me being in the firing line. She said its good that i am sick. Like
WTF? I collapsed today and she says it good im sick. FEEL THE LOVE
PEOPLE! *sarcasim*. She also said that i wont be welcome here much
longer most likely...THANKS MUM YOUR HUSBAND RAPES ME AND YOU KICK ME
OUT WHEN I NEED SUPPORT. Keep the pedo get rid of the victim....yeah
fab move mum you gonna be mother of the year one day! NOT. She is just
so heartless and unsupportive. SUCH A BITCH!! It as if she has
forgotten im her daughter.

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