ok this is my story......
When i was little (my earliest memory is when i was 5), my mum and dad were still married. my dad was a prison guard, my mum a carer of disabled people. At this time it was my mum, dad, my sister and myself.
we seemed like a normal happy family, but really we were a family of disaster.
My dad had a really bad temper. If he lost a computer game he'd smash the keyboard then bash me and my mum and my sister because he lost the game, and he broke the keyboard. If he had a bad day at work hed take it out on us physically and verbally. this would happen every day.
little did my mum know though was my dad was also raping me and my sister. She had no idea, me and my sister didnt tell, we were scared and didnt understand what was going on. Id considered it as normal, after all, i didnt know any different.
This had gone on for a few yrs, every day raped and bashed. Until my brother was born. My dad left us because he was having an affair. So we were at last finally safe from my dad.
but in 2008 my mum met another guy. he seemed to be fine at first, didnt hit us or yell at us. It was me, my brother, my step brother, step sister my mum and stepdad. My step brother moved out after a while though. But yeah, i trusted my stepdad. but then one night he came onto me. I was so scared. I didnt tell anyone because i thought nobody would do anything and i didnt know who to tell. It happened every night once more, raped and harassed. It went on for 2 weeks but then id had enough. id told my mum. I was hoping shed do something, leave him so id be safe.....but she didnt. she spoke to him, idk what was said. but it all of a sudden stopped.
my mum married him a year after. and then we moved to the country where i am now. I had to change schools, make new friends ect. It was ok again, i was cautious but had slowly let my guard down again. And last May (2010) it happened again. Id had enough. i told someone at school about it because i was so scared and i felt horrible about myself because i thought it must be me, must be something about me that draws people like that to do that.
Police, child protection, councellors ect got involved. child protection arnt involved anymore, but the other 2 are. There is now a Intervention order against my stepdad to stop him coming near me, because my mum refuses to leave him, she beleives him over me because she thinks he isnt the type to do something like that. So im safe now FINALLY!! and im in the process of taking my stepdad to court to get him charged.
So thats my story. My mum is emotionally abusive to me but to me its not as bad as everything else.
So yeah thankyou for reading my story, any questions just ask and yeah.
