again today. It makes me want to cut because when i feel this way self
blame bugs me a lot and the feeling of being 'dirty' combined with it,
it makes me hate myself. Sometimes i want to punish myself for letting
myself be raped, i should of called out for help coz my mum was nearby
at one occasion, but instead i just lay there and did nothing and so
for that its like ive gotta be punished.
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