Tuesday, 31 January 2012

Fear of freedom

What im about to say will probably sound crazy to some of you, but
anyway here it goes; im scared of freedom. Ive been hurt and abused
most of my life and now that im on my way to freedom of abuse AND its
effects, it is just a big change. I often worry about getting abused
again because part of me feels that i probably wouldnt be able to
survive another round of abuse, my last time i got abused it messed me
up a lot and hardly made my way through it, still am trying to get
through it. I dont like the unknown, it scares me. People tell me this
will all get easier, i always say well its been 2yrs IM STILL WAITING

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