done. I still haven't learnt how to yet. My trust is hard to gain, but
easy to lose. I don't find it any easier to talk to anyone about the
past, i tend to lock it inside because i have a fear that if people
knew about my past then id be unwanted and rejected because i feel
dirty often so id figure i must be a gross, dirty, filthy worthless
person. I have learnt different now but the feeling still comes
sometimes. People think im up myself or stuck up because i dont speak
much, but thats only because if i said anything my dad didnt like id
get bashed and its stuck to me so i barely talk. Its not easy being
me, i hurt alot inside and am always scared of another attack. Will i
ever be able to trust again?.....Guess i gotta wait and see.
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