Sunday, 27 March 2011

Looking for answers but whats the question?

I find myself often analyzing the past for answers, but i dont really
know if the answers exist. So am i looking for nothing? It feels like
there is a missing peice to the puzzel. Perhaps deep down inside im
searching for something that hints towards me being to blame...im one
big mental mess. I do councelling but im unable to verbalize the
things going through my mind coz i dont want to appear insecure or
something. Tonight i found myself watching a movie about a girl who
was molested by her dad. I found some of the girls feelings so much
like my own. Once again the reason i watched the movie was to find
answers, reasons. Im still looking for answers, mostly in secret, i
tell nobody. These are the times i feel so alone. Its a big journy in
a matter of speaking. I may or may not find the answers, just gotta
wait and see.

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